Coming Together in the Heat of October
If I can just continue making that loop my routine, I should be okay. It’s amazing how much a little pain can change things. When I had to take a few days off from walking, I felt incredibly discouraged. It was so frustrating to not be able to get in my steps, but walking today without pain made that hiatus worth the frustration. I just have to remember that when I start feeling any sort of pain, it is important that I stop pushing and let myself get the rest I need.
It was another warm day, too warm for mid-October. I do feel more accomplished on warm days, returning home absolutely drenched in sweat, but I am ready for things to start cooling off. I’m afraid it will be so fast when it does happen that I’ll be a popsicle, but we’ll see what happens!
In some ways, I feel like my life is starting to come together. Im some ways, I feel like things are just as unravelled as they’ve been for two years. There are so many things to do, and I still feel mentally drained most of the time. I’m being patient with myself. I’m not against anyone’s clock. The only thing that matters is relaxing and enjoying the ride.
[Walk #350, 2.57 miles]
• Location of Walk: to downtown & back, Guthrie, OK
• Magpie: chandelier pieces
Playlist
1. PURE/HONEY, Beyoncé
2. Easy Lover, Miley Cyrus
3. Neptune (In the Stars Wants His Bloody Pound of Fish), Eliza Carthy & Ben Seal
4. All of the Good, Kali Uchis
5. Power Is Taken (Felguk Remix), Moby
6. (Fallin’ For A) Fallen Angel, Twin Temple
7. Raw (Tony Romera Remix) / ID2 / Stayin’ Alive (Remix), Julia Navas, David Amy, Gustavo Bravetti, ID & BeeGees
8. Precious, Cain Culto
9. Watermelon, Able Heart
10. Gay in the Light, Kara Major
11. Walk To The Point, Dave Mason & Cass Elliot
12. Taste, Sophie Ellis-Bextor
13. Burn Your Bible, Twin Temple
14. Foggy Graveyard, Lofi Munk Music (feat. Lofi Temple
15. Nothing Really Matters, Madonna
16. hey now, Kendrick Lamar (feat. Dody6)
17. When the Devil Calls My Name, LVCRFT
18. When I See You Tonight, Joey Amato
19. Cry, Benson Boone
20. Erotomania, Sallie
21. You Can Go Now, Joey Amato