Do You Remember?
Cloudy day. A little bit cooler than yesterday, but definitely still warm. I thought I might get a full hour in, but that didn’t quite happen. I think if it had been a weekday and the park was empty, I might have done the full hour. I’m not sure why I seem to be shying away from my neighbors. They don’t scare me; I’m more afraid that I bother them. I guess I still feel a little like a guest in their home. I just need to work on feeling more ownership of my place and some sense of being a full part of the community. I’ll get there.
My leg was swollen and tightly squeezed into my jeans. It has me worried because it’s been about 9 months since I was dealing with that issue. I honestly don’t know what I might be doing wrong. It’s frustrating because I feel like I’m trying so hard and not only am I not losing weight, but it feels like I’m gaining. I know I’m not doing everything in my power. I could start there. Maybe white rice is my Achilles heel. Maybe I’m using too much salt. Maybe I’m cheating too often. I need to go back to square one and built from the bottom up. Eliminating doesn’t work for me, but starting over will.
[Walk #331, 1.65 miles]
Playlist
- September, Earth, Wind & Fire
- You, Regard, Troye Sivan & Tate McRae
- Exercise the Demons, LVCRFT (feat. Olivia Demon Spawn & Bruce Campbell)
- Twister, The Cast of RuPaul’s Drag Race
- Dance Like You Got Good Credit, Cazwell (feat. Cherie Lily)
- Qui tu es, Emmanuel Moire
- Nothing Really Matters, Madonna
- Quest for the Hammer of Glory, Gloryhammer
- Shadow of the Night, Pat Benatar
- When the Devil Calls My Name, LVCRFT
- Pussy On Fire, The Cast of RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars