I have discovered an entirely new world here in Alaska. Health is much more important to people here and there is evidence of that in the vast natural food sections in stores. Not just a single aisle, or single side of an aisle, these sections are serious portions of the store, taking 5-6 full aisles plus a refrigerated case. I see myself making the food choices I prefer.

I have never been one to enjoy “junk food,” but it is so convenient and easy, not to mention cheap. But with the abundance of healthy choices, enormous vegetables, and stores that encourage natural foods, I know I will be moving towards that way of life.

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I really expected the loons to have migrated by now, but they are still around. They are quite creepy to hear, especially when they call at night. It just doesn’t sound like a bird. Lucille, the 86 year old woman upstairs, said they will leave just when it is about to freeze. No freezing in the immediate forecast, so my time here should be full of loon creepiness.

JD & Jess share a birthday tomorrow. I wish them both well and hate that I cannot be around to see them. I will really miss my friends when I move. Happy birthday to both of you.

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Sometimes, people are just plain nice, which is always unexpected. I called the Oklahoma Unemployment offices for some help. I am required to attend a work rehabilitation meeting this Friday with Workforce Oklahoma. Although I am required to attend in order to receive my unemployment check, they are not actually the same agency. However, the number for Workforce Oklahoma may not be dialed from Alaska. Expecting resistance, I called the only number I knew, the one to file a claim, and spoke to a claims representative. To my surprise, she not only was attentive to what my issue, but offered to call the number for me. When she received no answer, she then offered to fax over the information I had given. It was so nice to speak to somebody who genuinely wanted to help.

On the job front, speaking of unemployment, I did attend a screening session for Fred Meyer yesterday. It was rather strange, but I imagine it will result in an interview. I also have an interview with Wal-Mart this morning. I am not sure what kind of position that will be for, but I think I really need to focus on finding a management position. Not that I will limit my search to that or refuse work, but at some point I need to get back into retail management because I just love it. And I am good at it. I am really interested in positions I found online at some other companies. We will see how those go.

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I am trying to find a new church home. I think I will be attending MCC in Anchorage today, so we will see how I like it. I did take several of the denomination selectors online. I always come out as Quaker and Unitarian Universalist. But, United Churches of Christ is on there too and I generally like them. I am welcome to advice on this.Continue Reading

So, I apparently had the flu. Not that I went to a doctor or anything smart like that. But I am pretty sure based on symptoms that it was the flu. That pretty much killed my whole week. I had a fever that I couldn’t break for several days, body aches, and I was so congested. I finally started feeling better on Friday, but by then I was so exhausted! And the days have all melded together and seem to be flying by rapidly. Not at all a fun way to spend my time.

And have I bonded with the dogs? No. I am just not a dog person. They are too needy, too smelly, and too loud. They are cute for about 5 minutes every day, but beyond that they just annoy me. Sorry, dog lovers. I just don’t get it. Maybe if I had one of my own I might get it, but I am just a cat person really.

I’ve got a full week left. My life seems to be unraveling back in Tulsa and I still have no job and no prospect of a job. Life is beginning to really aggravate me. This is the first time in my life I have gone this long without school or work (well, since I was 14 anyway). It is driving me insane and making me poor. And I need to sell the condo. I love the condo, but it just isn’t practical if I plan on living in Alaska.Continue Reading

(25 September 2023 Note: Kevin Trudeau had been in the news a lot in 2005 because of fraud allegations, the pulling of his infomercials, and interviews.  It had become clear that he was not trustworthy and I had never seen his book before, and when I saw a copy at Charlie & Delisa’s house, I was really excited to see what it was all about.  In the years after I wrote this, more would come out to really cement the idea that Trudeau is a charlatan and fraudster.  His book should not be trusted and in today’s climate of conspiratorial thinking, I would not recommend anyone reading it.)

We had just come home from the dinner and I was really feeling ill from my cold. I decided (or, I was convinced) to go to bed. Delisa needed to work on her lesson for today anyhow. I watched some Ellen and then retired to the guest bedroom, where I took a book to read. I settled on Natural Cures “They” Don’t Want You To Know About by Kevin Trudeau. You may have seen this moron on television, proclaiming the horrors of everything from fast food to prescription drugs. To this guy, everything is “toxic.”

I couldn’t think he was a bigger crackpot. Nothing in the book is backed up with research (or he doesn’t cite his research, which is cause for skepticism), many of his points are merely quotes by various sources which are not cited properly and clearly could be taken out of context, and it is so poorly written and unfocused that I cannot imagine that any publisher agreed to take it on.

I think it is worth reading. I have never been so angry as I was after reading it. I kept thinking, this chapter would have made a brilliant book if he had spent more time explaining and supporting the arguments. Mostly over prescription drugs. I want to see the proof, as anyone should. I refuse to take him at his word for two reasons. Freedom of speech allows for such books to be written, regardless of consequence, and this is the same person who so heavily promoted the Atkins diet on television. He has a lot to say in the book about the world being about money and how obviously evil that is, but he himself is profiting from a product designed to scare you. That is all about the money.

Read it, hate it, and please come to your own conclusions. I personally have never been more turned off of anything “organic,” which was not his intention. Also, the book offended me when it referred to fishing in Canada, where he had an “Indian” guide. Now, unless a person from India came and helped them fish, I think he needs to catch up to the rest of the world. Or is it just me who finds that offensive? Personally, I would use either Native American (if I totally didn’t care about/know the person) or I would have mentioned which nation/tribe the individual belongs to. It is an outrage that such blatant ignorance is still allowed in the world today.

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(25 September 2023 Note: Oh, the irony of this post!  I remember this so clearly and I understand what I was feeling now.  I was so offended that how I was living might be wrong that I didn’t want to hear about it.  I had no evidence behind the claims I made in this post.  None.  I just wanted them to be true in the way so many want them to be true.  It’s interesting how much I have changed.)

So, I have been in Alaska for two weeks! Considering I have spent the past 4 days mostly sick in bed, I have not found a job yet. I did get the paper this morning and it should be helpful as I am starting to get over my cold.

I’ve also gone for a change of scenery. I loved staying with Peter Ann, despite not enjoying her house or location, but this new leg of my trip should prove just as wonderful. I am staying on a lake near Wasilla, AK with 2 cats, 2.5 dogs, and a woman who turned 86 yesterday. The whole lot of them are nice. The .5 dog is actually a neighbors dog who usually sleeps here. It all seems relatively normal. It is not!

I am staying with friends of my dad again, Delisa & Charlie. That wasn’t Delisa’s original first name and they both took a new last name. That is great, I think. In a way. I like the idea of creating an identity for a marriage — unifying yourselves with a common new name. Perhaps I would have placed my former last name in as a second middle and I would not have changed my first, but all the same it is sweet. That isn’t even weird.

What I have found weird is the almost militant veganism they subscribe to. It is somewhat subtle, but borders on bitter and nasty. I attended the first meeting (potluck) of the Alaska Vegetarian Society as a guest last night. In and of itself, the dinner was nice and the people were so friendly. It was one of the happiest places on Earth. But I found that an underlying theme in the evening was how wasteful the planet is and how cruel we are to the “very intelligent” livestock we eat on a regular basis. I absolutely appreciate the argument, but I don’t agree. Mind you, I fully support vegetarianism for its many benefits, but this type of over-the-top veganism doesn’t sit well with me.

And I have a new found dislike of PETA. I had never felt one way or another about them, but seeing the pamphlets they distribute made me cautious in listening to them. Not so much fact, as careful crafted sentiment designed to make you feel like a horrible person for having ever in your life considered eating chicken, turkey, eggs, and the like. It didn’t really work on me. And then to say that fish experience emotions like love and fear — that isn’t even based in reality. We have no proof that fish experience emotions at all. The moment I stopped being involved was when I was told that only 5% of our diet needs to be protein, all of which can come from plants. What we need is carbohydrates. Again, I appreciate the idea behind it, but I don’t necessarily agree. And neither do nutritionists around the world.

I think it was a valuable experience for me. I think I understand this way of thinking a little more clearly and know I want to basically stay away from it. As a friend recently said to me, Jesus ate fish, so that can’t be wrong.Continue Reading